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I looked to the left of me, and saw her solemn brown eyes drag across the paper, as if carrying her pencil with them. I wanted to slam my hands on the table in front of her.
"Stop it!" I wanted to scream. But I didn't. She crossed her legs gently, gracefully. I sighed and pushed my pencil into my mouth, pretending to think. The small scratching sounds of her etching across the paper sounded so much louder than any other sound in the room, and I wanted more than ever to just grip her by the shoulders, look her in the eye, and tell her she was being stupid. I pursed my lips softly, and looked back at my paper. Angrily, I began to sketch. I didn't know what I was drawing, all I knew was my pencil moving.
"I want this to be over," I imagined saying. "I can't do this anymore. You're like my sister, and I refuse to live without you," I would continue. She would throw down her book and pencil, and we would cry and hug, and laugh, and talk about how stupid we were being. But I never said it. There was something more in my head, perhaps the more foreboding part of my thoughts, that wouldn't let me.
"She'll make you look like an idiot," It hissed. "She'll walk away, and you're screwed. " And the funny part is, I believed it. I bit my lip. I knew if I didn't fix this, all those pictures would have to go. Everything she had ever given me had to go. All the songs that we listened to couldn't be. Sean touched my shoulder, his eyes wide.
"Ronnie, your lip is bleeding!" I snapped into reality, realizing how much pain i was in.
"What? Oh, it's fine." I wiped off my lip with my sleeve.
"I think we should go to the office..."
"No, really, it's fine. I'm fine." I waved his hands away impatiently.
"I'll go get a paper towel, at least." He gave me one last concerned look, and left. I shifted in my chair uncomfortably, adjusting my shirt. I looked over at Payton, and found her looking back. She jerked away quickly, and glued her eyes to the paper again. I don't know if I can ever fix this. I screwed up. Badly.
- Music:Eisley~Trolly Wood
Here I am.
after so long.
well..
I'm as uninspired as last time.
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- Mood:
aggravated
- Mood:
blank
- Mood:
contemplative
20 days since BB left. Although, i am used to not seeing her, The hole she has left in my side grows ominously still. She is gone, and the squishy is no more. I shall write no longer, for my heart is pained to know that the squishy exists no longer.
- Mood:
sad
Harry Potter
Harry love's you so much because your basically a female version of him. He'd go to all lenghs to protect you. You get along great with Ron and Hermione and they think your Harry over the back. You and Harry enjoy long strolls together and passionate kisses you also plan to be with him every step of the way to defeat Voldemort.
Harry Potter most defniatley is your Hogwarts man. If Lily and James where alive they would be ever so proud of Harry for finding such an amazing girl as you who makes his worl complete they would treat you like part of the family.
rather strange, really.
- Mood:
euphoric
SO. Today I woke up at 6:00 in the morning because my dad wakes up at 7:00 on weekends, so I had ALOT OF TEA TO KEEP ME UP. Anyway, I woke up, and I was going to make him pancakes, but, alas, there were no EGGS. So, he ended up having raisin bran. hehe.
I got a cell phone today. It is fathers day. SHouldn't I be buying HIM stuff? huh.
- Mood:
giggly
Buy it, use it, break it, fix it,
Trash it, change it, mail - upgrade it,
Charge it, point it, zoom it, press it,
Snap it, work it, quick - erase it,
Write it, cut it, paste it, save it,
Load it, check it, quick - rewrite it,
Plug it, play it, burn it, rip it,
Drag and drop it, zip - unzip it,
Lock it, fill it, curl it, find it,
View it, coat it, jam - unlock it,
Surf it, scroll it, pose it, click it,
Cross it, crack it, twitch - update it,
Name it, rate it, tune it, print it,
Scan it, send it, fax - rename it,
Touch it, bring it, Pay it, watch it,
Turn it, leave it, stop - format it.
Technologic [4x]
Buy it, use it, break it, fix it,
Trash it, change it, melt - upgrade it,
Charge it, pawn it, zoom it, press it,
Snap it, work it, quick - erase it,
Write it, cut it, paste it, save it,
Load it, check it, quick - rewrite it,
Plug it, play it, burn it, rip it,
Drag and drop it, zip - unzip it,
Lock it, fill it, curl it, find it,
View it, coat it, jam - unlock it,
Surf it, scroll it, pose it, click it,
Cross it, crack it, twitch - update it,
Name it, rate it, tune it, print it,
Scan it, send it, fax - rename it
Touch it, bring it, obey it, watch it,
Turn it, leave it, stop - format it.
Buy it, use it, break it, fix it,
Trash it, change it, melt - upgrade it,
Charge it, pawn it, zoom it, press it,
Snap it, work it, quick - erase it,
Write it, cut it, paste it, save it,
Load it, check it, quick - rewrite it,
Plug it, play it, burn it, rip it,
Drag and drop it, zip - unzip it
Touch it, bring it, obey it, watch it,
Turn it, leave it, stop - format it.
Surf it, scroll it, pose it, click it,
Cross it, crack it, twitch - update it
Lock it, fill it, curl it, find it,
View it, coat it, jam - unlock it,
Buy it, use it, break it, fix it,
Trash it, change it, melt - upgrade it,
Charge it, pawn it, zoom it, press it,
Snap it, work it, quick - erase it,
Write it, cut it, paste it, save it,
Load it, check it, quick - rewrite it,
Surf it, scroll it, pose it, click it,
Cross it, crack it, twitch - update it,
Name it, rate it, tune it, print it,
Scan it, send it, fax - rename it,
Touch it, bring it, obey it, watch it,
Turn it, leave it, stop - format it.
Buy it, use it, break it, fix it,
Trash it, change it, melt - upgrade it,
Charge it, pawn it, zoom it, press it,
Snap it, work it, quick - erase it,
Write it, cut it, paste it, save it,
Load it, check it, quick - rewrite it,
Plug it, play it, burn it, rip it,
Drag and drop it, zip - unzip it,
Surf it, scroll it, pose it, click it,
Cross it, crack it, twitch - update it,
Name it, rate it, tune it, print it,
Scan it, send it, fax - rename it,
Touch it, bring it, obey it, watch it,
Turn it, leave it, stop - format it. [2x]
Buy it, use it, break it, fix it,
Trash it, change it, melt - upgrade it,
Charge it, pawn it, zoom it, press it,
Snap it, work it, quick - erase it,
Write it, cut it, paste it, save it,
Load it, check it, quick - rewrite it,
Plug it, play it, burn it, rip it,
Drag and drop it, zip - unzip it,
Lock it, fill it, curl it, find it,
View it, coat it, jam - unlock it,
Surf it, scroll it, pose it, click it,
Cross it, crack it, twitch - update it,
Name it, rate it, tune it, print it,
Scan it, send it, fax - rename it,
Touch it, bring it, obey it, watch it,
Turn it, leave it, stop - format it.
Technologic [12x]
Gawd I love that song.
So. Other than being exhausted, sitting her with the luverly Ellen again, I *heart* taking pictures. My arms are cold. goodbye.
nevermind. Tonight we made *I almost said me wade! lol* soda. Ellen recently bought a machine to carbonate water (just regular water! That's what gives it the bubbles, BTW.) and then you put in the flavoring. So kewl! we made like, four liters of soda, each liter a different color and taste! It waas so fun! then Ellen took pictures of me in various wigs and feather boas with props and such. That was also fun. I will post the link to these pictures when she gets it online! :3 Let's see............It's 2:13 AM. Gawd........I think I'll go to bed now.
- Mood:
sleepy
Let's see. I WAS SICK ALL WEEK. Fun. yes. ONLY NOT.
- Mood:
hyper - Music:It's not over By Daughtry
Innyhoo, here is a thingy.......
The phenomenal power of the human mind
I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg.
The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid! Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer inwaht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh? Yaeh, and I awlyas thguhot slpeling was ipmorantt.
- Mood:
bored
Argh. yaaaaaaay!
i have sooooooooo much homework!!!! argh. argh.
Innyhoo......you are my best friend forever too!
And our friendship will last until the whole universe blows up or is so worn out it falls apart, and there is nothing left but pure sky, and THEN the two tiny single cell organisms living will create a new generation, and then THEIR generation will end, and there are only two remaning, and this goes on 1,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,00
^_^
- Mood:
happy
First I go to the luverly Ellen's, and have an awesome time too!! Mostly we go around taking pictures. Not like, touristy pics, but really awesome pics like artistically arrange raindrops, or socks. But first we went to an Ethiopian restaurant, then we bought chocolate and went to a book store with cats roaming freely inside. I recommended a book called Twilight to Ellen, but alas, no book store had it, and I'm still steaming. Then we went home, and played Tricky and watched Bend It Like Beckham, and at about 4 in the morning we finally went to bed. Whew.
DAY 2
Yes, there is a day 2. Ellen wakes me up at ten and says, "wake up you sleepy head, I have to go to my trainer and you have to go sledding!"
Sledding. Great. So then I get up, say goodbye, and haul my tired butt out the door to go sledding. So I go to Lillie's, and she says "Joan couldn't come, so I invited Irma." I try not to scream. Irma and I are not exactly the best of friends. So lillie, Irma, and I are stuffed in the back of Chuck's car, with Lillie chatting away completel y oblivious to the fact that Irma and I are practically shooting lasers out of our eyes at each other. Finally Irma and I are bonded by the miracle of rock and roll. We are listening to The Beatles and we both sing along, and so we talk, and talk, and talk, and we are friends. Happy happy joy joy. Meanwhile Lillie is heming and hawing because she cant seem to relate to what we are talking about. Then we arrive at Lake Winnachi, (I know that is the wrong spelling, I just know it!!) and the sledding hill SUCKS. Major suckage. So we go and build snow men. Actually, Irma and I built a snow woman, and chuck built a dragster. (Dragon rooster) Lillie built a head........ then we all built a snow ramp because the hill sucked, and slid down that. I even tried rolling down the hill, but it just was not possible!!Then I tried sliding down the hill on my stomach, with a stick to help me along. No results. Then after it started getting dark, we left and had mexican food, and started off on our two hour drive.
I will post the pics i took in another entry.
- Location:la-la land
- Mood: chipper
- Music:Other side of the world
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groggy
I think that we should go on runescape to meet. When would be good 4 u Liza?
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- Mood:
giddy
I just woke up.All I can say is......HOLY CRAP I HATE SAM AND BEN AND KAI AND JAN!!!!!!! BECAUSE I WILL BE STUCK WITH THEM AT SALMON BAY!!!!!!!!! AND MOSTLY SAM BECAUSE HE SAID I LIKE KAI!!!!!!AND I DON'T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO I TOLD HIM TO go to grrland, if you will.
- Mood:
depressed/ANGRY!
